Those of you who have been following me for a while know what a tough time I had last year when Anthony dumped me after 5 years of being together. I’m still having a hard time and I’m still putting my life back together . Things definitely have gotten easier but I’m still not completely happy . I have a great job that I love and a great family , but I don’t feel like I’m progressing in life . I’m stagnant and I hate it . I don’t see myself having a future here , California is too expensive . I have made a big decision , I’m planning on moving to Portland next summer . This Friday in going to give my 30 day notice to my landlord and move in with my sister , so I can save money . I already feel so great about this , it will be nice to have a fresh start!